I feel as if my life as been a whirl wind lately. I go from having surgery to moving 3 days later and I just finished my 2 week of this quarter. Did I mention this is my next to last quarter? Well, there you go. Sometimes I feel as if I am a by stander in my own life and I have to admit that is not a good feeling. The days are just going by so quickly that I have little to no time to breath.
Real life is fast approaching and I am not sure if I am ready for it yet.
Can we just rewind time to:
when life was fun...
when my friends lived a short walk away...
when my best friend wasn't half way across the world fighting in a war...
when money was the green paper in mom's wallet...
when I didn't know the feeling of pain or loss...
I would like so much to put the breaks on this thing called life but that would be thinking beyond reality. It is so hard to put yourself in reality when your dreams are just so good. More and more I find myself living in the clouds...it is quite nice I must say, but I know that is not where I belong.
I have attempted to start writing for fun again so I will see how that goes. I am finding my most creative moments to be right as I am lying in bed..I think that I wil have to envest in a little notebook to keep under my pillow so that I can document my moments of genius because come morning they are long gone.
My plan is to try and update this more often as well. Life is an adventure and I just need to stop and take notice.
Until next time....
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